pullmeoutalive | Ramey

[ it's undeniable how immediately emma relaxes when she sees vasquez open the door. (is she relieved because he hasn't disappeared or because the bounty hunters clearly haven't made their way to her home yet?)

she finally halts at the front door, panting, though she doesn't really stop before she just pushes at his chest, trying to direct him back into the house. ]

Get back— inside—

[ explaining herself isn't going to be easy until she can gulp down a few proper lungfuls of air, but for now, she's more preoccupied with him staying in the house, out of anyone's view (for as long as necessary).

if she was being realistic, vasquez probably should be hopping on his horse and riding out as swiftly as he could manage. that's how it's always been for him, isn't it? bounty hunters catch up with him, and he runs. emma knows it, has known it the whole time, but instead of wanting to send him over the mountains, her first, immediate reaction is to keep him hidden. ]

[ He gets the word “what” about halfway out of his mouth before Emma starts shoving him. He trusts that it must be something major to have Emma as wound up as she is, so he goes where he’s guided, stepping back into the house and letting her shut the door behind them.

The look on his face is just as wary as it is confused, eyes flicking to the windows for any signs of movement. He sees none, so his gaze settles back on Emma’s face, his hands coming up to gently grip her shoulders. ]

Take a deep breath. Tell me what’s wrong.

[ He does his best to sound soothing, gentle, but there’s an edge underneath his words. Something dangerous that suggests if someone needs shooting he will gladly do so. ]

[ once inside with the door properly shut behind them, emma lets herself breathe. she doesn't relax, but she's not trying to rush either of them anywhere, and she can pause, take a few, slowing breaths. her heart is still hammering in her chest, but some of that is anxiety, not just the exertion of running all the way home. ]

Bounty hunters. In town.

[ she swallows around the thickness in her throat, before speaking again. ]

They're looking for you, asking folks if they've seen anything.

[ she knows no one would give him away, even if they knew he was there, but if they're sticking around, still poking their noses wherever they can, that doesn't bode well. they could have passed through and moved on, but— lord, they're still in town. she won't be surprised if they start looking around the homes on the outskirts, checking the farms for any available hiding place. ]

[ Bounty hunters.

He swears, sharply and vehemently in Spanish, eyes once again turning towards the windows. He’s alert now, more than he was a second ago, it’s written in the way his posture straightens and one of his hands leaves Emma’s shoulder to rest on the butt of one of his guns. ]

Did you see them? Where are they?

[ He should ride out of here. He should gather what he can and go, as hard and as fast as he can, but God, he can’t leave Emma behind. Not like this. But staying would put her in danger, and he can’t do that either. ]

[ she shakes her head. ]

I just ran here soon as I heard. Didn't have a chance to go looking for them.

[ which...doesn't help either of them much, but all she'd been thinking about was warning vasquez, making sure he knew what was going on. ]

If they finished going through town, they might start branching out, but—

[ but she doesn't have anything concrete.

god, she should have stopped to ask, gone off more than just an eavesdropped conversation, but her reaction had been one steeped in panic and little else. ]

[ His mind is reeling, possibilities cycling through like the lights on a passing train. There are a lot of unknowns, a lot of things that could go wrong. He could walk out the door and get shot for his troubles, but he can’t stay here.

He wants to, but he can’t.

Because he’s responsible for this, for her. If something were to happen to Emma because of him, he might never forgive himself. ]

Ssh, ssh. It’s okay. I’ll go. See if I can lose them.

[ Maybe he can come back if he shakes them, but it’s unlikely. Retracing his steps is bound to invite more trouble to Emma’s door. ]

[ emma immediately balks as he speaks, and she shakes her head without even pausing to consider the options.

...maybe he should leave, if she could stop and be realistic. he should've made tracks long ago, but he hasn't, he's stayed here for weeks now, and— damn it all, no. ]

You don't have to go to lose them. Just wait them out here; if they show up, I'll send them away, just—

[ she reaches up, grabbing onto vasquez's forearm lightly, but there's that steely look on her face, that determination that's impossible to will away when emma sets her mind to something.

and right now, that something is seeing vasquez stay safe. ]

Stay, all right?

[ It's her eyes that hold him more than the hand on his arm. He knows that determination well, has seen it at full force, and it pins him there for a second.

He can't even count the ways in which this is a bad idea, in which this is foolish and dangerous, but there's no arguing with Emma when she gets like this.

Not that he wants to argue with her in the first place. ]

All right. Just tell me where to go.

[ emma's relieved when he doesn't kick up a fuss (not that she wasn't prepared for more of a fight, if need be), and she quickly takes stock of her house. it's small, hardly built with places to hide, but as long as they don't try to inspect the inside itself, it ought to be fine if he stays out of view.

she thinks.

she opens her mouth to respond, but the sound of hooves outside makes emma tense all over. a quick glance at the front window shows two men coming to a halt with their horses just down the path from her home, and in a moment of desperation, she gives him another quick shove in the direction of the only other closed off space in the house. ]

Bedroom. And stay away from the windows.

[ but she's already pulling away, making a beeline from vasquez's sleeping space to gather up the bedroll and pillows, wanting to tuck them out of view as quickly as possible. ]

[ The sounds of the horses outside draws a curse out of him. Whatever time they might have had to conceal his presence is long gone now. He hurriedly helps her gather his things, giving the small house a cursory sweep for anything he might have missed before ducking into the bedroom. ]

Stay safe, querida.

[ Hurried, hushed, before he closes the bedroom door. He presses himself against the wall near the door, careful to stay out of sight of the windows, heart hammering in his chest, one hand on his gun.

He hopes against hope that they'll just pass on by, that they'll take the word of a lady and move on. ]

[ that name catches her for a second, makes her step falter — but only for the space of a heartbeat, and then emma's smoothing down her skirt, tucking her hair away from her face as she fights for composure. it's difficult with the mess of nerves roiling in her stomach, and she still nearly jumps out of her skin when that knock finally comes at her door.

breathe.

she schools her expression into something neutral as she approaches the door, opening it enough to look out at the two men standing on her porch. ]

Afternoon, ma'am. [ the first man greets her with a tug at the brim of his hat, his lips pulled in what she can only assume he thinks to be a smile. it feels far more like a sneer.

his partner only offers her a nod. ]

Is there something I can do for you gentlemen?

[ she manages to keep her voice steady, tame down that icy edge of standoffishness that pulses through her with all that unease. ]

Well, we're just passin' through. Lookin' for a man, and we were hoping you might've seen somethin' of him come through here. [ the bounty hunter reaches into his jacket, producing a crumpled, folded paper that calls back to mind a similar moment, sam producing the very same picture now being held up to emma.

poor likeness, she thinks dryly. ]

Goes by the name of Vasquez. Some vaquero— [ and here, the man's pronunciation might've been worthy of some of faraday's more willfully awful spanish. ] —shot a ranger in cold blood. We've been on his trail a while now, and seems it went cold somewhere 'round he—

Haven't seen him. [ emma interrupts the man's spiel with a flat look, crossing her arms over her chest. ]

You sure? Maybe take another look. [ he holds up the wanted poster again, but emma doesn't bother glancing down. ]

Is there something else I can help you with? I was just in the middle of startin' dinner, so if you don't mind. [ emma sets her hand on the door, moving to close it.

a large hand snaps out and catches the door.

the second bounty hunter finally speaks up, his voice coming like gravel, like rocks ground together. (it sets emma's teeth on edge.) ]

Your husband home today, ma'am?

...I have no husband to speak of, sir.

[ the bounty hunter makes a noncommittal noise. ]

You alone here?

Yes. [ emma's tone is clipped, sharp with impatience now. ]

Funny, I coulda sworn there was someone else openin' that door of yours when you came runnin' home.

[ if emma were the type to say fuck, now would be the time for it.

that broad hand shoves against her front door, forcing it open and knocking emma back a step. ]

Wh—hey! You have no right— [ but the bounty hunters aren't paying her any mind at all as they step past her into the house. ]

[ He keeps pressed close to the door, straining to listen. He can't make out every word, but he can hear Emma's tone of voice, sharp and no nonsense and liable to make lesser men think twice about what they were doing. If not for the circumstances, he'd almost smile about it.

Instead he's focused on the voices on the other side of the door, keyed up and nervous and ready for the worst.

It's a good thing he is, because he hears Emma shout- a noise that fears him with anger and fear in equal measure- and heavy footfalls stepping into the house. Either these gentlemen have taken it upon themselves to conduct their own search, with or without Emma's permission, or the jig is well and truly up.

One of the men steps further into the house, glancing around the small living room, before inevitably coming to the closed door. He doesn't bother to ask Emma what it's a door to, or if he can even open it. He just lays into it with his boot, kicking it clean open.

Vasquez will have to fix that later.

He'll also have to clean up the bloodstains everywhere, because the instant the door swings open, he snaps his gun from it's holster, bringing it level with the bounty hunter's head in one clean movement. ]

Hola.

[ And he pulls the trigger, the sound of the gunshot far too loud in the quiet little house. The man drops in a spray of blood. One down, but that leaves one left. ]

[ emma's found herself outnumbered, outsized, and definitely outgunned when the bounty hunters sweep into her house. her protests fall on deaf ears as the men immediately start to search the house, and when one makes a beeline for her bedroom, she still shouts at him to stop, stepping forward to follow after him — only to find herself yanked back by her arm by the second bounty hunter.

she's about to snap a heated, "let go of me!" but she goes completely still when that door is kicked down, and—

vasquez's voice. a gunshot. emma's startled, wordless yell. ]

Fuck! [ the second bounty hunter has his own gun in hand now, still with that grip on emma's arm holding her fiercely in place when she tries to wriggle free. ] You son of a—

[ emma doesn't give him a chance to finish, and just slams the heel of her own boot into the top of the man's foot with as much force as she can muster.

he snarls in pain, but loosens his grip enough on emma's arm for her to pull herself free in a flurry of movement, momentary confusion as the bounty hunter desperately tries to keep track of emma and focus his attention (and his gun) on vasquez at the same time. ]

[ It's over quickly, but the seconds seem to stretch on forever. He steps around the door frame, over the body of the first bounty hunter, and sees the dead man's partner holding Emma in place, his gun in his free hand. And then he sees red.

(It's a familiar feeling, one he's felt before. Seeing someone he cared about, in his own strange way, get hurt and flying into a rage because of it. Stalking from the ruined church with curses on his lips and fire in his blood, unloading both guns in a flurry of vengeance.)

But Emma is tough and resourceful, and in the moment that she manages to escape, the confusion it causes is enough. The man's attention splits for just a second, and Vasquez's rage comes down like a hammer. ]

No volverás a tocarla.

[ He fires one shot into the man's chest and the hunter jerks, tries to bring his gun up. The next bullet goes into the shoulder of his gun arm, and his weapon clatters to the floor. The third bullet tears through his leg, dropping him to one knee. The fourth, and final, hits the man right between the eyes.

The bounty hunter remains upright for a comical second, as if he didn't realize that he should be dead, before collapsing to the floor. ]

[ good god.

emma can't do anything more than watch as vasquez advances on the second hunter, as he fires once, twice, three times and a fourth, until the man finally collapses into a heap. each shot makes emma jolt with surprise, her hand pressed over her mouth as she stares wide-eyed at vasquez.

there's no horror in her expression, just pure shock, standing there in the middle of her home, blood everywhere, with two dead men spread across her floor. the air around them feels like it's buzzing with the sudden silence, the ringing emptiness in the wake of so much gunfire, and emma finally has to grip a nearby chair to stay on her feet.

she finally looks from the bodies on her floor and up to vasquez. ]

Vasquez—

[ in that moment, she has no idea whether to apologize or thank him. ]

[ Anger and adrenaline are still ricocheting around in his ribcage for a few dizzying seconds, but Emma’s voice seems to ground him, the sound of his name drawing him back to reality. He glances over, sees the shock on her face, and it hits him then what he just did.

He brought violence and death and bloodshed into her home.

He holsters his guns (and just when had he drawn the second one?) without even his usual flourish. His voice is oddly quiet when he asks, ]

Are you all right?

[ emma nods without hesitation. she's fine, completely unharmed — in stark contrast to the bounty hunters on her floor with the growing pools of blood creeping across the wood. ]

...are you?

[ because, lord, that had been a level of ferocity and rage emma had never seen up close and proper from vasquez. ]

Si. I’m fine.

[ Winding down a little, thankfully, and his eyes drift to the dead men sprawled on the floor. Christ, he’s made a mess of things, hasn’t he? ]

Perhaps you should stay somewhere else tonight. I can get this cleaned up.

[ the offer catches emma by surprise, but then she shakes her head. ]

No, I can help.

[ ...it wouldn't be the first time she's cleared away bodies.

(at least this time they aren't those of friends.) ]

It'll— go faster with extra hands.

Emma…

[ Her name gets breathed out in such a way that it sounds like he’s going to argue, and he very nearly does. He should tell her to get back into town, spend the evening with Leni or another one of the women while he cleared away the bodies and the blood.

It would be easier to leave if she weren’t here to see it, because after this, he surely must go. He can’t do this again, invite violence to her door by his mere presence.

But he is so very selfish, and so he doesn’t tell her to go. He relents with a quiet sigh. ]

All right. Help me get them outside.

[ emma steels herself for an argument, geared up as she gets to rightfully defend her stubbornness, but—

it doesn't come.

nodding, emma pushes up the sleeves of her dress, going up to the bounty hunter with those four holes bleeding slowly onto her floor. she stops short as she looks down at him, but only for half a moment, and then she's ready to help vasquez move the man out of the house. part of emma had hoped this would never be something she'd do again, coming this close to a freshly-slaughtered man, helping to clear out the dead, but she supposes this is the price of vasquez's life: the lives of men after a fair chunk of change who'd just as readily gun the outlaw down in return.

what a trade. ]

We can— bury them farther out.

[ This time he does insist that he can take care of the bodies himself. Emma doesn’t need to be riding out to God knows where to dump a couple of men into shallow graves, but her infamous stubbornness rears its head and Vasquez finds he doesn’t have it in him to fight her.

They get the bodies outside, leaving them to bleed out in a patch of dirt rather than on the floor. From there, they both roll up their shirtsleeves and clean up the blood and bits of viscera that have been scattered around Emma’s floor. It’s a first for Vasquez, cleaning blood off of a floor. Usually he only has to worry about his own clothes, sometimes his face and hands if it got especially messy. He didn’t stick around for the aftermath of the battle of Rose Creek, but he imagines Emma must be an hold hat at this sort of thing now.

What a sad thought that is.

The sun has long set by the time they get all of the red out of the floorboards, and the two of them have gone without dinner. They fill themselves with a simple, quick meal of bread and beans, and in the dead of night they throw a pair of corpses over the saddles of their horses and ride off. Better to get them taken care of now than leave them for someone to chance a glance at in the morning.

By the time they make it back to the house after depositing the two men in a shallow ditch somewhere, the sky is begging to grow light again, and exhaustion hangs heavy between them. It’s an effort to drag his bedroll out of the place he and Emma had stashed it before collapsing.

Vasquez makes a promise to Emma to fix the bedroom door in the morning, but morning comes and goes while the outlaw snores quietly in his place in the main room of the house. It’s past noon when he finally rises. In his groggy haze, he almost wonders if the events of the previous night had been imagined, but the sight of the damaged bedroom door is enough to bring reality crashing down again.

This can’t happen again. He needs to talk to Emma.

So he rises, pulls on his boots, and goes to see if she’s around. ]

[ even as exhausted as she'd been, sleep doesn't come easy to emma that night — or rather, day, as the case may be. she manages a few hours of it, but vasquez is still fast asleep when she dresses again (the stained, bloody clothes from the day before abandoned to be dealt with later), and instead, she spends the morning washing up in the nearby creek. there hadn't been much time for it the day before, nothing extensive, and the water still runs muddy with blood and dirt as she scrubs herself clean — enough to make her stomach clench.

the process of disposing of those bodies didn't upset emma, because, well, she's had more than enough practice confronting death like this now, dealing in it with her own two hands, but there's something that sits heavy with her each time. but...it was necessary. unavoidable. not like those men would've left peacefully, and given the choice between vasquez and them, well, was it even a question?

she's back to her home by noon, fresh and clean and smelling vaguely of lavender with still-damp hair. she's kept to the outside, however, not wanting to disturb vasquez when the man clearly needed the rest. she could have gone to town, kept herself busy like she usually does, but...today is different. she needs the bit of peace, instead of the constant flow of work and chores and people.

sitting quietly under the big tree closest to her house, she's even started to drift off in the shade (...which isn't necessarily the worst of her options, considering how little she slept the night before). ]

[ There’s not much house to really search, so Vasquez heads outside fairly quickly. It’s a nice day, warm and bright, and as he casts around for any sign of Emma, he catches sight of a familiar shock of red hair, caught by the midday breeze.

When he approaches the shade of the tree, he’s struck by just how peaceful Emma looks, dozing as she is, locks flowing free. The selfish part of him tries to argue that this is a good thing, if she can be so peaceful after being visited by chaos the night before, then there’s no need for him to leave. He can stay, as he so much wants to do.

But the logical part of him knows that this peace will only be fleeting as long as he and his bounty are around. ]

Emma.

[ Softly, so as not to startle her. ]

[ his voice is quiet enough that emma doesn't leap out of her skin at the sound of her name. her brow wrinkles just a touch, before she's slowly opening her eyes, blinking blearily at vasquez through the sun filtering down overhead. ]

Vasquez.

[ she breathes the name with something like relief, and she sits up a little straighter, rubbing a hand across her face. ]

Didn't realize I fell asleep. Have you been up long?

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