Otome "hotter than Stacy's mom" Yanagiya (
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pullmeoutalive2015-12-14 09:45 pm
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Two worlds, one family--
[ It's strange to be in a world with not one set of memories from another world-- not two, but three, not that Otome can really discuss this with anyone. It's difficult enough, when she wakes up these days, and can't remember if she's in her own home, or her apartment. If she needs to call Fumi to check on preparations for the day, or...
But no. This is her world. And not a school day, so she's stuck trying to focus not on what she's missing or what she's lost, but on what lies ahead.
What that actually is, she doesn't know, but she's out and about today, and there's a strong breeze. Maybe today will be a good day for clearing her thoughts. ]
But no. This is her world. And not a school day, so she's stuck trying to focus not on what she's missing or what she's lost, but on what lies ahead.
What that actually is, she doesn't know, but she's out and about today, and there's a strong breeze. Maybe today will be a good day for clearing her thoughts. ]
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Otome...]
... I did not realize.
[He doesn't really know how to process that, either. Otome's not weak, but...]
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[ And yet here we are. ]
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He hesitates a moment longer, and then--]
If I... come in there, is it...acceptable if we do not talk about it?
[He wants to be close to Otome, but he doesn't want to talk about the nightmare.]
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[ And maybe it'll help ease his mind. ]
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[Hopefully.
He does shuffle into her room properly then, hair disheveled and dark circles under his eyes, until he's awkwardly standing by her bed.
Um.]
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[ Just going to pat the unused side of the bed. ]
Come on up!
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But eventually, he does clamber up onto that side of the bed, sitting there and blinking awkwardly and blearily.
Oh...
(Still, it's kind of comforting--Otome is right there.)]
... Otome.
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You really do look exhausted.
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He does lean against her then, sighing a little, ducking his head.]
... I was not expecting to be...quite so affected by them, still.
[The nightmares, that is.]
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Our strongest memories never really fade completely. They're the ones that tend to resurface, over and over again, in different forms... likely because the painful memories are the ones we try to consciously suppress. When you're asleep, that consciousness is gone.
It's why it's recommended that you talk with someone you trust about your nightmares.
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... I do not wish to even acknowledge them.
[Maybe it's not a healthy way to cope, but he doesn't like the idea of even pretending to acknowledge the nightmares and what he sees there.]
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Just saying that you had them is progress. It's obviously affecting your health.
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I have...had this problem for some time now. It is not that large of an issue.
[He's had nightmares for a very long time now.]
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[ She'll be nearby... maybe that will help. ]
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In here?
[???]
I can return to my bed, Otome.
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... I... are you certain?
[He's not going to argue it, if that's what she wants.]
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[ And she can keep an eye on him if he starts having another nightmare. ]
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[Even if he's a little awkward about it... he'll at least eventually curl up on his side of the bed.]
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[He's still hesitant... but slowly he curls up in the bed, allowing his eyes to slide shut. He tries to remain as far away from Otome as possible without falling off the bed--but slowly as the night continues, he turns towards her, and ends up sleeping just a few inches from her back.]
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He'll be fine. ]