I... no, you're right.

[ The look Haru gives him is slightly apologetic-- because she had known, about his origins... even though her father hadn't deemed that aspect of his future Servant all that important. It had tugged at her heart, in contrast.

Abused and unwanted... even now, it makes her chest ache to look at him. ]

But I didn't want to disappoint my father, who saw it as a way to further his own goals. So I've endured it.