[those things happened in the metaverse and were often rectified so easily. this happened in the real world, in a very real way without a diarahan to save him or a harisen recovery to snap him out of things.
right now, he's left pretty beaten and battered, with that limp he still wants to hide—
but it's also a matter of pride. he's their leader, and he can't turn that off even if they're friends first. he took this beating to protect the rest of them—he doesn't regret it, but he doesn't want them to see him in a state of suffering, either. he wants to be their strengthand their guide, even though he knows deep down beneath it all that they would drop everything to look after him in a heartbeat.
he just doesn't want ther to have to be situations like that at all.
that part, at least... he doesn't deny. it's too much energy to do that.]
My ego's more bruised than my ribs right now. [ha. ha.
(it's not really funny, and neither of them are laughing.)]
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[those things happened in the metaverse and were often rectified so easily. this happened in the real world, in a very real way without a diarahan to save him or a harisen recovery to snap him out of things.
right now, he's left pretty beaten and battered, with that limp he still wants to hide—
but it's also a matter of pride. he's their leader, and he can't turn that off even if they're friends first. he took this beating to protect the rest of them—he doesn't regret it, but he doesn't want them to see him in a state of suffering, either. he wants to be their strengthand their guide, even though he knows deep down beneath it all that they would drop everything to look after him in a heartbeat.
he just doesn't want ther to have to be situations like that at all.
that part, at least... he doesn't deny. it's too much energy to do that.]
My ego's more bruised than my ribs right now. [ha. ha.
(it's not really funny, and neither of them are laughing.)]